It's no surprise you're ruining yourself. You've got nothing special to look for. These rings are nothing but lies to hold something together that doesn't really exist. If you hold it all up to the light, there will be nothing left. Nothing but vacancy and discredited professors. I wish I could wake up in the morning, but I honestly couldn't give a damn. This is not the same as it used to be. This is not how it was. This is not how it's supposed to be. I'm left writing e-mails to myself. This is as pathetic as calling your own cellphone and leaving messages. WOULD YOU FUCK OFF?

© J. Bernhard

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